Nervous Anticipation

Sometimes you take things, people, places and events without a second thought. " Oh! Next time I'll fish upstream or maybe go to the Croton". What if next time never comes? I faced that last fall as my next time looked like it could be cancelled forever. That's a very long time! For some of our deceased members, friends and colleagues forever was cancelled. No worrying about which fly or do I really need a new rod? I'm grateful that this morning I woke, I loaded my gear in my car and I am going fishing for the first time in months. I doesn't matter if I catch fish what matters is that I can.