Wednesday, March 5, 2025

The Last Breath

I always thought clean air and clean water were a birthright. My delusional dream of the great outdoors. Back in the days of leaded gasoline, the problems were just below the surface. The needs of industrial America were slowly tearing at that dream. Today, that dream is slowly turning into a nightmare.

I used to hike these hills with my father. Back then, the trees were thick, the rivers clear, and the air crisp. He’d shake his head at the smokestacks on the horizon and say, “They’ll take everything if we let them.”


Turns out, we let them.


The companies swore they’d changed. Cleaner fuels, better regulations, sustainability reports full of glossy pictures of blue skies and happy children. But it was all a shell game. They planted a few trees while clear-cutting forests overseas. They scrubbed their smokestacks while dumping waste into rivers. They bought out scientists, buried studies, lobbied for loopholes. And we kept buying their lies, right up until the air was too thick to breathe.


Now, I step outside and taste metal on my tongue. The sun struggles through a layer of haze, its light filtered by decades of unchecked ambition. A commercial blares from a passing electric bus, boasting about “a greener future.” I cough into my sleeve and keep walking past the latest refinery “expansion project.”


They tell us they’re fixing it. They always say that. Meanwhile, their profits soar, their CEOs collect bonuses, and their waste keeps piling up. The world didn’t have to end this way. But when the choice was between the planet and the bottom line, we all know which one they chose.


The great outdoors? It was never theirs to sell. But they sold it anyway.


And now, we’re the ones paying the price. 

Monday, March 3, 2025

The Fool’s Quest: A Fly Fisher’s Tale

Peering into the murky waters, I knew I was on a fool’s quest. But some quests are worth the folly. I had been cooped up too long, and desperation for some outdoor adventure had pushed me out the door. So, with my fly rod in one hand and a box of carefully selected flies in the other, I headed to a local fishing hotspot.


Now, “hotspot” is a term that should always be taken with a grain of salt. To some, it means an area teeming with fish, a surefire place to land a catch. To others—myself included—it just means a place where hopeful anglers gather to tell stories, soak up the scenery, and occasionally throw a line in the water.


As I rigged up my rod, I could feel the weight of the stares. There were two types of fishermen present: the seasoned locals, who had long since given up on any illusions of privacy, and the newcomers to Florida, who were still getting used to fishing in a state where nearly everything in the water has teeth. They all watched with varying levels of amusement and confusion as I tied on my fly.


Then came the confrontation on the floating dock. An “expert” emerged, his presence announced by the unmistakable twang of a Midwestern drawl. Arms crossed, he took a long, skeptical look at my setup before offering his expert opinion.


“I’ve never seen anyone catch fish with that thing,” he said, nodding toward my fly rod like I had just pulled out a fencing foil instead of fishing gear.


I smiled, waiting for the inevitable follow-up. He did not disappoint.


“I got an extra pole here if you want,” he added, as if rescuing me from my own ignorance.


Ah, the sweet sting of unsolicited advice. I’ve learned that in the world of fishing, there’s always someone eager to correct you—especially if you don’t have a cooler full of fish to prove them wrong. I could have explained that I wasn’t out here to fill a freezer. I could have tried to enlighten him on the artistry of fly fishing, the rhythm of the cast, the satisfaction of placing a fly exactly where you want it.


But I knew it wouldn’t matter. To him, fishing was a numbers game. The only measure of success was what you dragged onto the dock. A day spent fishing without a catch was, in his mind, a wasted effort.


I just smiled, nodded, and declined his offer. He didn’t get it, and that was fine. Some people never will. Because for me, fishing has never been just about the catching. It’s about the pursuit, the stillness, the quiet thrill of watching the line dance on the water. It’s about stepping away from the noise of life and embracing the simple pleasure of waiting.


So I stood there, casting into the murky water, knowing full well that the fish might win today. And honestly, I wouldn’t have it any other way.


Sunday, March 2, 2025

Snuck Out to .....

I haven't fished since late winter 2021, sadly so, the best laid plans can go astray. Blame the red tide, my inherent fear of alligators and the high UV index. So today on a whim I packed some of the basics and went casting. No really, fishing involves more planning and investigation. My neighbor likes to go to his secret spot and do some crittering.  Crittering as defined by Doug is anything other than fly fishing for a salmonid, crittering involves live  dare I say it BAIT.

I have to admit I was out of place with my 6 Wt 8 footer, and streamer taper line. Lucky for me the tide was wrong and the sun was in full UV blazing. So after a few fish less cast, I departed.

Part 2 of this saga later this week 

This has Been Stuck in my Craw for Sometime!

The Decline of Expertise and the Rise of Know-It-Alls


When I was younger, research was an adventure. If I had an assignment, I’d trek through the dense jungles of the encyclopedia, navigate the treacherous peaks of the dictionary, and—if I was feeling particularly daring—consult an actual expert, like a teacher or librarian. It was hard work, but at least I knew I wasn’t basing my essay on the wild theories of some guy named BigJim78 on Twitter.


Today, research consists of typing a question into Google, clicking the first link (which may or may not be an ad), and—if one is feeling especially academic—watching a two-minute TikTok summarizing the topic. Who needs experts when you have influencers explaining quantum physics in 30 seconds, usually while dancing?


The problem isn’t just that people are getting their facts wrong; it’s that they’re so sure they’re right. A person who spent ten years getting a Ph.D. in epidemiology will cautiously say, “The data suggests…” while Gary from Facebook—whose last formal education was a mandatory high school health class—will confidently declare, “Nah, that’s all fake.” And somehow, Gary wins the argument.


It’s not just science. History is now rewritten daily by people who skimmed a meme and suddenly believe they know the real story. “Actually, the pyramids were built by aliens.” Sure, Bob. And I suppose Napoleon was just a really enthusiastic cosplayer.


The decline of expertise has consequences. We now live in a world where people would rather trust a YouTube deep dive than an actual scientist, where every conversation has a self-proclaimed expert, and where asking, “Are you sure about that?” is considered an act of war.


So, what’s the solution? Maybe we start small—like remembering that just because something has a lot of likes doesn’t make it true. Or that knowing a little about something doesn’t mean knowing everything. And most importantly, let’s agree that when it comes to life-and-death matters, we should probably listen to the people with actual degrees, not the guy who thinks Wikipedia is “too biased.”


And now I spit that out, back to fishing!

Friday, February 28, 2025

In a Heartbeat!

Life can change in an instant. One moment, everything feels stable and predictable, and the next, chaos takes over. A sudden change can feel like a storm, and if not handled properly, it can break even the strongest of spirits. Anxiety seeps in like a slow poison, eroding peace of mind and chipping away at good health. Stress takes its toll on the body and soul, leaving exhaustion and unease in its wake.

But nature offers a remedy—fly fishing. The rhythmic dance of casting a line, the gentle flow of the river, and the serene beauty of the outdoors all work together to calm the restless mind. The focus required to tie a fly, to read the water, and to patiently wait for the perfect strike draws attention away from worry and toward the present moment. Plus, let’s be honest, nothing makes you forget your problems faster than watching your buddy fall into the river while trying to show off his “perfect cast.”


Taking time for self-care is not a luxury; it is a necessity. Stepping away from the rush of life, resting, fishing, and allowing oneself to recharge is an act of preservation. And if you don’t catch anything? Well, at least you have a great excuse for why dinner is just a bag of chips. The burdens of today will not last forever. As the old saying goes, “This too will pass.” And in the meantime, the river keeps flowing, offering a place of solace—and maybe even a fish—for those who seek it.


Dedicated to those we left behind at the river



Tight lines ya'll !

Sunday, February 16, 2025

Superfine

 The Return of the Orvis Superfine Graphite – A Love Letter to Small Streams


For those who know, they know. The Orvis Superfine Graphite isn’t just a fly rod—it’s a time machine. A whisper of nostalgia wrapped in modern performance. And now, it’s back, ready to dance delicately across the waters of small, technical streams once more.


Designed for precision and grace, the Superfine Graphite isn’t about brute force or casting for the horizon. It’s about finesse. It’s for the angler who understands that in the world of spring creeks, subtlety is king. That a perfect drift and a featherlight touch can mean the difference between a wary trout rising or vanishing into the depths.


This rod isn’t for the impatient. It’s for the purist, the one who appreciates the art of fly fishing as much as the catch itself. Whether you’re chasing wild browns in a hidden meadow stream or fooling finicky brookies in a shaded riffle, the Superfine Graphite is your trusted companion.


So, to those who wade quietly, who tie on 6X tippet with reverence, who live for the thrill of a perfectly placed dry fly—welcome back to what you’ve been missing. The Orvis Superfine Graphite has returned. The fish have been waiting.

Saturday, February 15, 2025

On a Sad Note

Farewell, Dear Brother

Sometimes, things happen for a reason. Other times, life shifts in an instant, testing our strength in ways we never expected. Today, I lost my brother—my lifelong friend, my constant. The weight of this loss is heavy, but in its midst, I’ve witnessed something powerful: the quiet force of compassion.


Grief has a way of revealing the best in people. In the moments when words fail, kindness steps in. A hand on the shoulder, a shared silence, an unspoken understanding—these small acts become lifelines. I’ve seen how, in sadness, people instinctively lift one another, offering strength even when they themselves are broken.


True leadership isn’t about control or authority; it’s about showing up—with empathy, with grace, with love. It’s about putting aside our own pain, if only for a moment, to hold space for someone else. Today, I saw that in the faces of friends and family. I felt it in the embraces that lingered just a little longer, in the quiet reassurances that we will carry on, together.


So, farewell, dear brother. Your journey has ended, but the love and lessons you shared remain. In your memory, I will choose compassion. I will choose to lead with heart. And I will carry forward, knowing that the greatest strength we have is in the way we care for one another.


Rest well. You are deeply missed.

Left the river on Valentine’s Day